Masquerade

I came this evening
to this big bash
this is a evil thing
just full of trash

They scream it out so loud
„yeah, make them suffer“
I stand within the Crowd
actting as a human buffer

nobody shows his face
we only see their mask
This is the right-wrong place
to fullfill their task


This is a Masquerade
You want to blame
Don´t know my name

This is their own dark fate
your mind is sick
you want to kick

Your mind is full of hate
No damned fence
no consequence

Now everythings too late
Who am I?
I´m your lie!

Nobody wants to hear
their loud, last screams
They really had much fear
These were no dreams

I cannot see this all
I cannot anymore
Bloods on the wall
I´m not the Core

Nobody shows his face
we only see their mask
we have to run this race
so there´s no one to ask 

Your mind is full of hate
No damned fence
no consequence

Now everythings too late
Who am I?
I´m your lie!

I won`t identify
who kills them all
I asked you who am I?
Until I heared this call

They´re screaming when they bash
„Bitch I´ll make you suffer!“
And now I have to smash
to make YOU suffer

Your mask is breaking now
now I don´t want to see
Cause now I have to Know
That you are me!

This is a Masquerade
You want to blame
Don´t know my name

This is their own dark fate
your mind is sick
you want to kick

Your mind is full of hate
No damned fence
no consequence

Now everythings too late
Who am I?
I´m your lie!

 Don´t show your face
here on this race
in ya face a bloody scar
Noone knows, who you really are

I am my own Nightmare
and I believe
That world´s nowhere fair
so I recieve

This was my Masquerade
I hide within my head
this was my own dark fate
drinking my blood , so red


This is my Masquerade
This is your own dark fate
Your Mind is full of hate
now everythings too late

Lichtbringer

Wir wollen erinnern zu vergessen
die halbe Ewigkeit
die andre Hälfte bleibt bei uns
den die sind wir zu zweit

Wir ertrinken in dem Glauben
an unsre heile Welt
ob sie nun mit uns untergeht
oder niemals zerfällt

Wir sind die Engel und wir fliegen
gemeinsam und wir fallen
in den Neumond der So einsam
bleckt nun seine Krallen

Allein aus Fleisch und Blute
sind wir bloß gemacht
Gemeinsam aus dem Lichte
das erhellt die letzte Nacht

Vom Anbeginn des Seins an
wartete die Zeit
auf das Gefühl das in uns brennt
nur in uns zu Zweit

Die Liebe schuf die Welten
und der Galaxien Licht
 Alles was ich war und bin
bin ich nur für dich

I hope you like it

I´m frozen in your fire
in the flames that freeze my neck
the cold heat of desire
guzzling my life´s wreck

controling my Calamity
the death is my new Toy
forgeting half insanity
just like a little boy

Eyes like deep blue sea
flooding all my mind
floating over all i´ll be
can´t see it cause I´m blind

Now I am so alone
no Feelings anymore
like I am here in the nome
no feelings in the core

but
with you
I hear my heart beat
with you
I feel your skins heat
with you
I see the sun creep
with you I feel my soul again
and what I am
I hope you like it

the Dragonslayer

So many thoughts but no believes
bitter circumstances are kissing me
that´s the reason I´m no hero
I would rather be a villain
would rather be the Me
my own God and Fate in Person
my own destiny calls me with a familliar voice
my voice
and guides my Way
all Colours fade to grey
and all noises lost their line
I think it´s time
now time for me to start
to begin my Operation
to begin my last crusade
to slay the blinded Dragon
not any God can help her
not even any
Deus Ex machina is now able to protect her
or to stop me
and you
because we are
the pure hatred Fears in her torturing brain
the Pure Energy of destruction
for her sick Feelings
we are unstopable
we are Justice
we are the Dragonslayer

Not my Freedom

Freedom ain´t for the living

Freedom is for the dead

This is just where we´re living

its a playground in your head

Freedom ain´t for the living

lying in a world so sad

either we´ll killed by the giving

or by the monsters under your bed

More than this

I´ve seen it all

still can´t take it

crashed in the wall

will never make it

And I wish you were something

I wish you were something more than this

´cause you are so cruel to me

and there´s nothing good left for me

And I wish there were something

I wish there were something more than this

´cause the best ways driving to nome

even the best day is so alone

And I wish I were something

I wish I were something more than this

`cause I´m so damned disgusting

I´m the worst, ugly, damned thing

But I know there is nothing

I know there is nothing more than this

´cause the world is fading to grey

and my life is sliding away

And I wish there were something

I wish there were something more than this...

Sick of Being Alive

I feel

all these lies

around me

the betrayal in disguise

my soul

is eaten up inside

and I´m

so sick of being alive

Let me go

and I´ll truely be free

just let go

And I will be happy

give me the razor

watch my blood hitting the ground

there is nothing more

watch me dying, I´ll make no sound

I´m weeping

lie dying

maybe I´ll be sleeping

and then I just slide away

in the dark

Let me go

and I´ll truely be free

just let me go

and I will be happy

love came never around

I never had a cutie

hate was all I´ve found

So I fall from heavens beauty

I´m trying

and Betraying

But I´ll die crying

and not saying

anything

I feel

all these lies

around me

the betrayal in disguise

my soul

is eaten up inside

and I´m

so sick of being alive

I´m sick of being alive

just four minutes or five

and the pain will be away

just one thing left to say

I´ve never meant to hurt you

I´ve never meant to betray you

I´ve never meant to hate you

No reason for me to stay

I hope I will just fade away

I feel

all these lies

around me

the betrayal in disguise

my soul

is eaten up inside

and I´m

so sick of being alive

I thought

            I´d rather feel pain then nothing at all

but now

            all the pain builds a huge heavy wall

around me

            and so I only see my live´s wreck

so let me

            leave this damned world and I will never ever come back