Sick of Being Alive

I feel

all these lies

around me

the betrayal in disguise

my soul

is eaten up inside

and I´m

so sick of being alive

Let me go

and I´ll truely be free

just let go

And I will be happy

give me the razor

watch my blood hitting the ground

there is nothing more

watch me dying, I´ll make no sound

I´m weeping

lie dying

maybe I´ll be sleeping

and then I just slide away

in the dark

Let me go

and I´ll truely be free

just let me go

and I will be happy

love came never around

I never had a cutie

hate was all I´ve found

So I fall from heavens beauty

I´m trying

and Betraying

But I´ll die crying

and not saying

anything

I feel

all these lies

around me

the betrayal in disguise

my soul

is eaten up inside

and I´m

so sick of being alive

I´m sick of being alive

just four minutes or five

and the pain will be away

just one thing left to say

I´ve never meant to hurt you

I´ve never meant to betray you

I´ve never meant to hate you

No reason for me to stay

I hope I will just fade away

I feel

all these lies

around me

the betrayal in disguise

my soul

is eaten up inside

and I´m

so sick of being alive

I thought

            I´d rather feel pain then nothing at all

but now

            all the pain builds a huge heavy wall

around me

            and so I only see my live´s wreck

so let me

            leave this damned world and I will never ever come back